I really want to post about everything going on in my head right now, but I just can’t. I’m not comfortable posting certain things on here anymore because there are people I personally know who follow me, and I don’t want them to read some of my thoughts for certain reasons. It’s nothing terrible at all; it’s just…I can’t do it.

I mean, I do have a private blog, but that doesn’t do justice to me. Why? Because I still want people to read what I have to say. I just don’t want people I know to read the really personal things I post.

Lately, I’ve been so pessimistic and annoyed about almost everything. But no one knows that because I’m not showing any signs of weakness. And I want to keep it that way. There really just isn’t anyone who I can 100% trust and confide in, so I just keep things to myself.

I keep things bottled up.

If ever given the opportunity, I would let everything out, break down, and then cry, but I probably won’t. Just so no one knows that something’s wrong with me. I’d be ashamed of myself.

I just don’t know anymore…